I have told myself that he will never contact me, he has started seeing other girls more than six months after the breakup, he has never gotten back with a girl he has broken up with and he thought of this long and hard before he broke up with me. I know his family will never let him be with me and they will bully him again and he knows it.
Still my heart and soul screams why?! Why?!
I hate them for being so mean and him for not being above their influence...instead of drugs it's family bullying! I question if there is true and honest love between his parents, or his sibling with their spouse. I mean my folks got married because they love eachother and supported our relationship because all they cared was do I love him and does he love me. But his family is adament about keeping with the right race that they camaflouged with the one thing that made us different. Religion. But the way we practice it is what made us similiar. The amount of influence we want in our kids was very close...
I tried dating other people but after the first or second date, I never call the guy or respond to the guy's call because my heart and soul screams how dare I violate it by not listening to it...how much it hates it when they try to hug me at the end of the date.
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